I posted this in my livejournal and I’m too damn lazy to retype it for these forums. This is a situation happening between me and my current boyfriend. It’s really emo, I admit that but kiss my butt. 😛
Let’s say you have someone you are really head over heals for. They claim they are head over heals for you too. But when it comes to doing things with you, they don’t. They’re always sick, or depressed, or have plans with someone else. They promise to do something with you a week ago, and when you call them to plan the thing they said they’re going to do, they don’t. See reasons above. Then, you date. But they refuse to tell their parents about you. “If you loved me you’d respect my desisions why.” Even though it hurts you deep down that they’re not telling anyone. You decide to take a break. You’re miserable, they seem indifferent about it. They could care less. But they still claim they love you. When you go over to take care of something you left at their house, they are kind of loving and then have sex with you. But then won’t cuddle, won’t kiss or anything else. You feel extremely lonely every night, like someone’s ripped your heart out of your chest. You want to scream and cry, but they shut down every time you try to talk to them. You spent oodles of money on a gift that you can’t return, and now you don’t even know if you want to give to to them. Your heart aches because of how much you want to be loved, and cuddled, and romantisied, but you can’t have it.
What would drive a guy to be like that? I mean, I know I should leave him and everything, but I really do love him. Part of me thinks, wow I must really be horrible… -_-
Opinions on this? I know I’m probably gonna get a lot of flack here, but I’m looking for opinions from like, everyone…
